Spending Tym WiD U...

Spending time with you is even more fun than going to movie hall, disc, playing games.
or being sick to my stomach in the Flight to Patna.
partly because in your pink dress you look like a better cuter Katrina,
partly because of my love for you,
partly because of your love for gardening,
partly because of the lily around the gardens,
partly because of the secrecy ur smiles take on before people
and statuary it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary
when right in front of it in the warm Hyderabad 5 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world except possibly for the Kinght Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank or for that matter Torres when he didn’t hit the shot carefully it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it..

Do u know what is love???

Love is the four letter word, and in present conditions its soo commonly used by youngsters. Every other girl or guy they meet '' They Love them''.

But what's the actual meaning??

My friend have you ever fallen in love?? Do you know the meaning of this four letter word?

According to dictionary, LOVE is a feeling of great enthusiasm or fondness for a person or thing.

But now a days that feeling n enthu you will find of every 2nd person you meet.

The true meaning is forgotten by everyone. I am not some great philosopher or Lover who knows the meaning of this word but frankly I also don't know the meaning of love. But searching for True Love.

Love is what a mother has for his new born baby, that's motherly love.

Love is what a father has when he drops his kid everyday to school and listen to all their demand, that's fatherly Love.

Love is what a brother or sister to protect them and make sure they succeed in life.

Love is what a doctor has for their patients, to make they are OK, and go home with their family with smiling face.

Even animals knows the feeling of Love. They always protect their kids and family from the harm present outside..

What I believe, Love is the one thing created by GOD which makes us different from others. The person who understand the meaning of Love and from those who don't understand it and take it casually.

Trust me friends you will get one person in your life to whom you will fall in love and when U find them, make sure you never let them go.. They more precious than anything present in this world. No money can buy Love......

Uncle Scrooge has love for his money but he loved his only cousins more than anything, which prof that their is something called Love which is pure and natural and above all the feeling :) :)

I am a wandrer in search of love and hoping the person with whom I am or will be give the warmth and understanding of TRUE LOVE.

A date with KKR vs DC

It was always in my Bucket List to sit in the stadium and watch the cricket match. I come from the town where a stadium is their but its not in the condition to conduct any matches. Kenya v Zimbabwe at Patna, Wills World Cup 16th match, Feb 27, 1996 Patna witnessed its last international ODI match. And after that there was no match held at Patna.
For engineering, I was at Bangalore, i got a few chances to go and view the match but i didn’t encash those chances. It came and went away.
Finally Accenture brought me to Hyderabad, and India was one of the organizing country of the world cup. But for my bad luck, Hyderabad was not the authorized to conduct any matches.
Then their come IPL after the world cup, my hopes was on bloom again.
I was looking for the matches in Hyderabad. Since i was the supporter of DC since 2nd IPL so thought will go and support my team.
24th April, Sachin's birthday and Mumbai Indians playing in Hyderabad, It can't be the best time to see the match. but my bad luck all the tickets were sold out and the online booking was not happening due to the server issue.
Then the boxing day match for me on 3rd of May, My two fav teams playing each other KKR vs Dc. My alliance was in question whom to support, I thought will go with the wining team and will shout for both the team ;)
For the tickets I have to run twice to the mall, but at last I got the tickets for the IPL.
3rd May, 2011
We were soo excited about the match, not exactly to go and see the IPL match in the stadium. One of my friend didn’t go to the office saying he is sick. I took half day off saying i am having headache and stomach upset.
and guess what after 1 week of my birthday my team decided to celebrate my birthday but that party was smaller than the party which i was supposed to attend.
We took an auto to the Uppal stadium. It was one of the hottest day in Hyderabad. But still we were determined to watch the match and enjoy each and every moment of it. On the way to the stadium, we stopped at a bakery shop to buy some cold drinks. The owner of the shop saw the tickets in my pocket, asked isn’t it too early to go to the stadium. It was actually too early, It was 5 and we were about to reach the stadium, and match was supposed to start from 8. But 2 most enthusiastic people went and sooo determined that we reached soo early.
After entering the stadium, the feeling you get it is amazing.. AWSOME also can’t explain the feeling at that time.
The ground curator was working on the pitch, the players was inspecting the pitches and then the warm up session.
Gambhir and Sanghkara came to the ground for the toss.
Deccan was supposed to field now, as Sanghkara decided to field 1st after winning the toss. Kallis along wid Morgan came to bat. 1st over by christian and Morgan hit him badly. A six, we thought it will come to us but it went to other side. The ball got deflected and took some angle :P :P
Then Next over of christian he took morgan, a great piece of bowling. I thought KKR in tension. Gambhir came and start hitting.. It was amazing seeing the Delhi Lad hitting sixes, whom I have only seen on TV.. Gambhir was out... Then Yusuf Pathan came who haven't performed with bat till now in this IPL. But wat was I thinking, he played a silly shot and a easy catch :( :( but it was dropped.. I was soo enthusiastic :) and the next ball it went all away to Six :) :)
Kallis was out now Bhatia came to play. He was trying to hit but he was not able to hit.
A hyderabadi guy commented 'He need to eat Biryani, maachi Aur aloo se Kuch nahi hone wala. Yeh bengali sab cheez main aloo daalte hain. Isko Biryani khelaoo.' Rohit who was sitting next to me poked me and asked me to be quite.. But then I realised that guy was correct. Mutton-Aloo is my favourite dish ;) :) Hehehe..
Sorry deviating from the main topic...
Next two overs 2 catches was again dropped and guess whose catch did Deccan dropped it was YUSUF PATHAN.. The guy got 3 life and was now determined to play his inning in IPL-4 and he hit a brilliant 48, his half century was shy by 2 runs.
176 was a decent score for 1st inning. Easy defensible.. But u can't say anything about the KKR wen they will lose.
1st over by Brett Lee amazing piece of bowling, but next over by abdulla, overthrow and score was decent, now next over of abdulla showed Y he is the most appropriate contender for Indian team he put DC in miserable position.. In back to back 2 balls he took sunny and Sanghkara. KKR supporters were cheering as V knew the victory is now inforntof Us..
Now DC was on backfoot and was playing very calmly. More Important Shikhar Dhwan was playing his inning from DC.. But after the strategic time out now Bhatia took 2 wickets in an over. DC was in big trouble. Naa... Big Trouble..
But wen I check the score it was fine... KKR was also in similar position but they had wicket in their hand.
But KKR has come to hyderabad to win or You can the jinx about the Uppal Stadium was yet entact.
And that's what happened.. DC lost the game..
We were soo happy.. The reason Y I bought the ticket and KKR jersey was completed.. I saw Pathan, Gambhir hitting sixes and Abdullah taking wicket. But I didn't know something was still left. Sharukh take victory lap after every win... And I saw him from soo near. It was sooo Awsom :) :) it was cherry in the cake. I just loved it..
Now Next is F1 race.. Indian Prix happening in oct.. Just waiting for it :) :)..

Last 365 days..

Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.

I have lived a quarter century.
My parents r married for more than tat...
Last 365 days my lyf has changed a lot... A lot means wen u define a function with the help of limit n limit is infinite.
1. got an Awsom bestest frd
2. 7.5 in ILTES
3. 401 AIR in GATE in biotechnology (trust me I hav no idea how I got it.. People who taught me got less.) 4. got selected for Accenture (thanks to Rishav) 5. Got in a German Univ but didn showed any interest after getting call letter from Accenture.
6. Finished my engineering
7. Came 2 Hyderabad
8. Lost my Awesome bestest frd
9. Goaaaaaaaaa...

These 9 Pt's were some highlights of the Awsomest lyf of Tabish, sounds lyk I m trying to copy Barney ;) but ya Tats d effort I try in my life also. But from heart I am lyk Ted and from mind I am lyk Joey, relationship freak like Chandler and firm lyk Dean. Ya now u can understand from above statements tat I watch a lot of Tv series. Lolz

Lets start from beginning 27th April, 2010 the bestest birthday anyone can except. Cutting 4 cakes, spending time with ur loved ones. Wait lemme start from beginning,

My Hostel friends who were giving me the feeling of last birthday bash of the hostel. Kicked me nicely from all side. And then cakes n rest all stuff on me. And atlast the midnight bath. N enormous no of calls n msgs. (seriously wil b missing coll n u guys).

Next day morning met my bestest friends in college, who were not fake to me at least. Then they treated me to a nice Awesome breakfast with people I love.

My best friend had made special plans for me at his place with champagne, cakes, balloons. He decorated his whole house I couldn't believe it. I was just touched by tat gesture. (Rats gonna miss u on dis one).

Then the one of the biggest surprise my bestie from school days got a cake for me. He doesn't bother about anyone n got cake for me Tat was seriously special for me.

Nite we all went to dinner Awesome fun... Sorry Rats couldn get ur pineapple raita... Hehehe

There after the birthday party began. It was Awesome; had Awsomest fun and got the best gifts till date . :) :) Then came a new day and a new beginning. Rest was just a simple.

Lyf was on track, had a best frd with me who cared about me n about whom i cared that's wat u want. Last sem was project work which was done by mohit for me. N I was just enjoying my time having loads of fun.
Everyday in Bangalore central Jaynagar. Can't forget tat place, McD, the Arabian joint in the food court and most important COKE... Burrrrrrrrrr Awesome.
The best thing happened with me in last 365 days I reunited with my childhood bestie. We shared our all secrets in the childhood and till date he knows all my secrets.

I met the perfect friend, found out that I am not the only one who thinks he is alone. Then the bestest relationship of friendship started. People just dreams to have such a friend but trust me I was living a dream.
Then Atmatrisha, the last year college fest and JAL was called. Not so good. Trust me last time it was more fun.
Then came @home. The last college function to say good bye to one of the most notorious batch of PESIT. All the ladies dressed soo beautifully. And V guys were made waiters again. White shirt and black trousers. But still we know how to woo ladies :) we are good in tat.

Got pictures clicked with loads of gorgeous girls :) :) Then the ghost of everything; 8th sem examz.. Can u believe it I did not study a single word for it, just few hrs before xam 4 girls were my saviours who use to teach me. After exams use to hang out at friend's place n use to study hard..
Hehehe

Then the hard part, examz over; leave Bangalore. Build 4 years of memory and leave it just like tat. I didn feel bad wen I came from Patna to Bangalore. I was leaving home wen I was leaving Patna but I didn know Y I was feeling so bad and felt like crying.

Home sweet home Patna, completing engineering the 1st question from parents wat next.... Please lemme take a break. I have Just completed Engineering. Tats different thing how we all complete. The masti, party and everything.
1st agenda of my mom was to make sure I learn how to drive a car. I know how to drive but u people don know how is it in Patna, Scary. I did it.. N side by side I was missing my friends back in Bangalore. Then finally my call letter came from Accenture n to my bad luck I was posted to Hyderabad. A secret I wanted to be in Hyderabad away from everyone but I never knew it wil have such a bad effect on me. I told my best frd n she was sooo happy..
Then finally I left for Bangalore saying i hav to collect some papers but actually had to meet my friends.
Is there anyone to make you feel special?? What have they done?
My friend did.. Coming to airport at 11 and waiting for me and picking me up from there. It was sooo Awesome n made me feel soo special. It was my duty to make sure that I don hurt that person and never lose them.
But as a dumbass an a Jackass I kept on hurting.

After Bangalore next stop Hyderabad.
27th July was the joining day for us. N 27th April is my D.O.B soo Awesome for me. I was all alone. But I knew a couple of people from
college. My friend from hostel. My batch mate from
biotechnology to whom I didn talk much in college and A person whom I didn know existed in college, but met during the Accenture Interview,introduced by a friend. Became good friends. Rest everyone was unknown.
GFT started, made new friends. Had Awsome fun. Some Awsom ppl among there. Met a wonderful friend. U are bindass. Total tuning happened. We were best buddies :)

I got my 1st salary. Its sooo Awsom to get your own money. And wen you hav the money and know you can spent it however you want.
I bought a nice shirt for my dad and a nice saree which anu chose for my mom.


Then something happened, My bestest friend had to leave India.
I was soo happy for my friend but same time sad from heart as I am going to miss my friend.
I know it was all my fault and from my past experience I know I have lost soo many friends ki something is wrong with me. And that was the end of our great friendship.

Then I was on the phase.
I was not new to the phase, but evrytym it was the same. I never have control over my emotions, because I am an emotional fool.

Then we formed a group called Hi5. Hmmm...... The group was their for 1 month or lyk that but in tat one month Awsom fun. Their was no definition of masti what we did. New year party, Movies, Hanging out and a lot of bakar.
But then differences came. A lot of differences. And until unless you talk and be true to your friends something will never be resolved.
Thats what happened. People lied, kept secrets among themselves and everything was over.

Then I met a girl, a perfect girl. It was amazing. We had sooo much in common and i shared soo much with her. I thought it was great to have a such a friend. I was getting the same feeling which i felt with someone close. But the way i am, I screw up all the best thing that happen to me.So i screwed up this one too. We were getting close and everything got over just in a flash as if it nothing happened.

Then Goaaaaaaaaaaa... One of the important highlight. I am not giving much details about the goa trip here as I am writing one more blog which will give the best idea about the trip. Just a short version 9 and a friend joined us in goa, tat was the best thing.It was the much awaited and most desired vacation. There were No limits for the masti, the bike rides, sitting near the beach in moon light, awsome food, the water sports, Clubbing and the list goes on.
And the most important event happened when we were in Goa, THE WORLD CUP FINAL, India Vs Srilanka. and I witnessed India winning the world cup. The feeling we got it was soo awsome can't explain in words. Words are nothing as compared to feelings. After that the crowd on roads and other stuff..... it was soooo awsome.

That was the end of it. Back to the noraml stuffs. For me the normal stuff is lonely times. I love to be alone. Just I, me n myself.
Learnt
How to lose a Best friend in 365 days.
How to lose a Perfect friend in 1 month.
How to mess up with a friend and create lots of issues and misunderstandings.
How to be just in a Friend Zone.
I have got a couple of best friends who are always there for me.
I have got a person who is ready to make me feel special just have to give them a little time.


And most important thing i need to improve my friendship skills. Seems it’s too late for that. But still need to improve it. And give equal importance to all, irrespective of their status.

Thanks everyone for being a special part and playing a very special role in my life.
Will be missing everyone.

India Needs Change

An old fellow of 72 yrs of age, who was a kid when India got its independence. He has seen India developing. He has lived his live and more than an average Indian live. He wanna fight Indian Politicians who are corrupt. He is keeping fast until he dies. He is ready to make a change. But a big question comes for whom is he doing this??? He will live max 4-5 yrs more and will die. The present situation or the future won't be affecting him in any how. But he is doing this for US( The New Generation) or for coming up generation. But are we bothered about the present situation. The Next Generation X is busy celebrating WC victory, coming up IPL and forget weekend parties and other stuffs. If they get caught by Traffic Police or Any official they just throw money which is not earned by them. They just bribe everyone and get away from the situation. Their parents to save money from taxes or they have sooo much with them they just fulfil all the demands of their kids. If U want to change something, we need to change the thinking of people first. They need to understand WATS on stake. India has lost so much money due to our Corrupt Politician. They have rooms full of money but still people elect them and give them power. India wont change until we leave caste, religion politics. We need to bring an honest person to power. There lotus growing in mud. The choices should be nice. Rather complaing sitting with your family and complaining that "IS DESH KA KUCH NAHI HO SAKTA" we should think what did we do to make a change? Blaming others is very easy but making a point is very difficult. Before stoppping corruption we should stop from our end. If no one will give the bribe they have to work on time and properly, but rather than waiting everyone is in hurry. They need to get their work done before everyone. And the corruption increases. In order to STOP CORRUPTION, STOP ENCOURAGING it. Then only we can rise and shine... Anna Haazare Sir Salute to you... We will bring change and remove all the corrupt people from the power...

I stand alone....

The days are full and the night are long,

Life is singing its sad sardonial song,

People around me growing weaker to strong,

I stand alone! I stand alone!!!

Not in people's worries or needs,

and definitely not into any good deeds,

Neither a'm deepest amongst nor creeds,

I stand alone! I stand alone!!!

I am coward, I don't dream,

I am scared that I wont live upto be in the cream,

outla all the sunlight, i guess,

I dont get even a beam!!

Wont you Agree.... I stand alone!!!

Nobody listens, Nobody cares,

Its just a pretence that everyone wears!

I cry, I weep, N I let the msg go BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

Still I am left ALONE! I am left ALONE!!!!