Last 365 days..

Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.

I have lived a quarter century.
My parents r married for more than tat...
Last 365 days my lyf has changed a lot... A lot means wen u define a function with the help of limit n limit is infinite.
1. got an Awsom bestest frd
2. 7.5 in ILTES
3. 401 AIR in GATE in biotechnology (trust me I hav no idea how I got it.. People who taught me got less.) 4. got selected for Accenture (thanks to Rishav) 5. Got in a German Univ but didn showed any interest after getting call letter from Accenture.
6. Finished my engineering
7. Came 2 Hyderabad
8. Lost my Awesome bestest frd
9. Goaaaaaaaaa...

These 9 Pt's were some highlights of the Awsomest lyf of Tabish, sounds lyk I m trying to copy Barney ;) but ya Tats d effort I try in my life also. But from heart I am lyk Ted and from mind I am lyk Joey, relationship freak like Chandler and firm lyk Dean. Ya now u can understand from above statements tat I watch a lot of Tv series. Lolz

Lets start from beginning 27th April, 2010 the bestest birthday anyone can except. Cutting 4 cakes, spending time with ur loved ones. Wait lemme start from beginning,

My Hostel friends who were giving me the feeling of last birthday bash of the hostel. Kicked me nicely from all side. And then cakes n rest all stuff on me. And atlast the midnight bath. N enormous no of calls n msgs. (seriously wil b missing coll n u guys).

Next day morning met my bestest friends in college, who were not fake to me at least. Then they treated me to a nice Awesome breakfast with people I love.

My best friend had made special plans for me at his place with champagne, cakes, balloons. He decorated his whole house I couldn't believe it. I was just touched by tat gesture. (Rats gonna miss u on dis one).

Then the one of the biggest surprise my bestie from school days got a cake for me. He doesn't bother about anyone n got cake for me Tat was seriously special for me.

Nite we all went to dinner Awesome fun... Sorry Rats couldn get ur pineapple raita... Hehehe

There after the birthday party began. It was Awesome; had Awsomest fun and got the best gifts till date . :) :) Then came a new day and a new beginning. Rest was just a simple.

Lyf was on track, had a best frd with me who cared about me n about whom i cared that's wat u want. Last sem was project work which was done by mohit for me. N I was just enjoying my time having loads of fun.
Everyday in Bangalore central Jaynagar. Can't forget tat place, McD, the Arabian joint in the food court and most important COKE... Burrrrrrrrrr Awesome.
The best thing happened with me in last 365 days I reunited with my childhood bestie. We shared our all secrets in the childhood and till date he knows all my secrets.

I met the perfect friend, found out that I am not the only one who thinks he is alone. Then the bestest relationship of friendship started. People just dreams to have such a friend but trust me I was living a dream.
Then Atmatrisha, the last year college fest and JAL was called. Not so good. Trust me last time it was more fun.
Then came @home. The last college function to say good bye to one of the most notorious batch of PESIT. All the ladies dressed soo beautifully. And V guys were made waiters again. White shirt and black trousers. But still we know how to woo ladies :) we are good in tat.

Got pictures clicked with loads of gorgeous girls :) :) Then the ghost of everything; 8th sem examz.. Can u believe it I did not study a single word for it, just few hrs before xam 4 girls were my saviours who use to teach me. After exams use to hang out at friend's place n use to study hard..
Hehehe

Then the hard part, examz over; leave Bangalore. Build 4 years of memory and leave it just like tat. I didn feel bad wen I came from Patna to Bangalore. I was leaving home wen I was leaving Patna but I didn know Y I was feeling so bad and felt like crying.

Home sweet home Patna, completing engineering the 1st question from parents wat next.... Please lemme take a break. I have Just completed Engineering. Tats different thing how we all complete. The masti, party and everything.
1st agenda of my mom was to make sure I learn how to drive a car. I know how to drive but u people don know how is it in Patna, Scary. I did it.. N side by side I was missing my friends back in Bangalore. Then finally my call letter came from Accenture n to my bad luck I was posted to Hyderabad. A secret I wanted to be in Hyderabad away from everyone but I never knew it wil have such a bad effect on me. I told my best frd n she was sooo happy..
Then finally I left for Bangalore saying i hav to collect some papers but actually had to meet my friends.
Is there anyone to make you feel special?? What have they done?
My friend did.. Coming to airport at 11 and waiting for me and picking me up from there. It was sooo Awesome n made me feel soo special. It was my duty to make sure that I don hurt that person and never lose them.
But as a dumbass an a Jackass I kept on hurting.

After Bangalore next stop Hyderabad.
27th July was the joining day for us. N 27th April is my D.O.B soo Awesome for me. I was all alone. But I knew a couple of people from
college. My friend from hostel. My batch mate from
biotechnology to whom I didn talk much in college and A person whom I didn know existed in college, but met during the Accenture Interview,introduced by a friend. Became good friends. Rest everyone was unknown.
GFT started, made new friends. Had Awsome fun. Some Awsom ppl among there. Met a wonderful friend. U are bindass. Total tuning happened. We were best buddies :)

I got my 1st salary. Its sooo Awsom to get your own money. And wen you hav the money and know you can spent it however you want.
I bought a nice shirt for my dad and a nice saree which anu chose for my mom.


Then something happened, My bestest friend had to leave India.
I was soo happy for my friend but same time sad from heart as I am going to miss my friend.
I know it was all my fault and from my past experience I know I have lost soo many friends ki something is wrong with me. And that was the end of our great friendship.

Then I was on the phase.
I was not new to the phase, but evrytym it was the same. I never have control over my emotions, because I am an emotional fool.

Then we formed a group called Hi5. Hmmm...... The group was their for 1 month or lyk that but in tat one month Awsom fun. Their was no definition of masti what we did. New year party, Movies, Hanging out and a lot of bakar.
But then differences came. A lot of differences. And until unless you talk and be true to your friends something will never be resolved.
Thats what happened. People lied, kept secrets among themselves and everything was over.

Then I met a girl, a perfect girl. It was amazing. We had sooo much in common and i shared soo much with her. I thought it was great to have a such a friend. I was getting the same feeling which i felt with someone close. But the way i am, I screw up all the best thing that happen to me.So i screwed up this one too. We were getting close and everything got over just in a flash as if it nothing happened.

Then Goaaaaaaaaaaa... One of the important highlight. I am not giving much details about the goa trip here as I am writing one more blog which will give the best idea about the trip. Just a short version 9 and a friend joined us in goa, tat was the best thing.It was the much awaited and most desired vacation. There were No limits for the masti, the bike rides, sitting near the beach in moon light, awsome food, the water sports, Clubbing and the list goes on.
And the most important event happened when we were in Goa, THE WORLD CUP FINAL, India Vs Srilanka. and I witnessed India winning the world cup. The feeling we got it was soo awsome can't explain in words. Words are nothing as compared to feelings. After that the crowd on roads and other stuff..... it was soooo awsome.

That was the end of it. Back to the noraml stuffs. For me the normal stuff is lonely times. I love to be alone. Just I, me n myself.
Learnt
How to lose a Best friend in 365 days.
How to lose a Perfect friend in 1 month.
How to mess up with a friend and create lots of issues and misunderstandings.
How to be just in a Friend Zone.
I have got a couple of best friends who are always there for me.
I have got a person who is ready to make me feel special just have to give them a little time.


And most important thing i need to improve my friendship skills. Seems it’s too late for that. But still need to improve it. And give equal importance to all, irrespective of their status.

Thanks everyone for being a special part and playing a very special role in my life.
Will be missing everyone.

India Needs Change

An old fellow of 72 yrs of age, who was a kid when India got its independence. He has seen India developing. He has lived his live and more than an average Indian live. He wanna fight Indian Politicians who are corrupt. He is keeping fast until he dies. He is ready to make a change. But a big question comes for whom is he doing this??? He will live max 4-5 yrs more and will die. The present situation or the future won't be affecting him in any how. But he is doing this for US( The New Generation) or for coming up generation. But are we bothered about the present situation. The Next Generation X is busy celebrating WC victory, coming up IPL and forget weekend parties and other stuffs. If they get caught by Traffic Police or Any official they just throw money which is not earned by them. They just bribe everyone and get away from the situation. Their parents to save money from taxes or they have sooo much with them they just fulfil all the demands of their kids. If U want to change something, we need to change the thinking of people first. They need to understand WATS on stake. India has lost so much money due to our Corrupt Politician. They have rooms full of money but still people elect them and give them power. India wont change until we leave caste, religion politics. We need to bring an honest person to power. There lotus growing in mud. The choices should be nice. Rather complaing sitting with your family and complaining that "IS DESH KA KUCH NAHI HO SAKTA" we should think what did we do to make a change? Blaming others is very easy but making a point is very difficult. Before stoppping corruption we should stop from our end. If no one will give the bribe they have to work on time and properly, but rather than waiting everyone is in hurry. They need to get their work done before everyone. And the corruption increases. In order to STOP CORRUPTION, STOP ENCOURAGING it. Then only we can rise and shine... Anna Haazare Sir Salute to you... We will bring change and remove all the corrupt people from the power...